when everything falls apart

what will u do when everything falls apart?? my last 2nd day in the office..cant wait for this day to end!

Melancholy

Melancholy!!
its not the 1st time tt i'm all alone in the office..but somehow, its so lonely today..hope time passes quickly.. at least its friday! from next saturday onwards, i wun b looking forward to a weekends i guess... work work work.. well..mayb it;ll b fun at work? saw a boy with his french horn yesterd on my way back. (his is those kind can detach the bell one lor) missed mine... will i still b able to play it well enough after so long? i hope so.. reali hope to further my skills in my f.horn..

doreen's last day @ work. 3 more working days for me till my last day! hai... 3 days all alone in the office.. wat a drag.. heard tt we'll needa help out for the stock taking on the 27th! (my last day's the 28th) eeee..i dun wan lor.. idiot.. i'm a designer, not ur store-lady lor.. pay me extra if u wan me to do.. idiot.. luckily i've tendered.. if not,i'll nvr know wat other odd jobs i'll have to do.There's no sign of 'stock - taking' anywhere in my job scoop anyway!
Doreen n i went out for breakfast after we punch in yesterd..hahha.. no government loo.. then we spent the whole day chit chatting, n slacking..as usual..
april fool will b my 1st day at my new job. feeling zealous yet worried too.. Worried tt i wun be able to do a good job with so much thats happening now. Definately will b affected since its so closely related ya know?!! oh well, what will happen will definately happen, but if it reali happens, guess only time will tide me over.. dun worry about me! if any soul is reading this will definatly be confused..haha.. i jus wanted this blog all for myself actuali.. keeping notes of my feelings in here..

HEAVILY BROKEN

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm screaming
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily
And I don't know what to do
Could you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken


I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken

Back again

i think no one's reading my blog after soo long..hah.. anyway, here i am in this boring office again.. 7 more working days till my last day here! i think i'll miss my brand new Macintosh and our own office.. but anyway, jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai..hopefully the new job will be able to teach me new stuff!!
Since we're leaving, (yes, both of us, the 2 designer's leaving) we have been given much sai gang to work with.. idiot.. nvm.. anywya i've been getting paid to slack, so now abit of sai gang.. fair enuff. haah..
wilson's in army.. sian..but luckily we still can keep in contact. other than shawn, he's the one tt i can confide in.. its good tt he's in army at last, (among our group of guys, he's the last one to go in..) faster come in thn faster ORD then can go get ur degree n go work looo..
Shawn's not feeling well these few days? din talk much.. i hope he's fine.. it must b happening for him over at melbourne, commenwealth games, new frens, no restrcitions.
Kiwi's been a good girl, her lastest trick! rollover.. haha.. now she can do one whole set,(although not very zai yet) sit shake hand, another hand, down, roll over.. the next will b play dead! so crever!
my own comp at home is giving us problem again.. dunno wats happening..everything is working fine n its own.. jus tt the monitor cant detect the pc. irritating...