C.S My Love,

My beloved C.S Lurve,
Yes! u never fail to make me smile!
hahaha.. thou i know u will b extremely understanding towards me, i feel very guilty for not having time for you!!
YOU NEVER LEFT!! this i m sure.. always on my mind and my heart. sometimes i jus have the urge to text u la.. bt i knw aft tt,i'l wil suffer frm ur torturous whinnings(ok mine's worst..lol.. but we both knw its a love/hate relationship -> i hate ur whinnings cuz whn u r upset n whines, (being interlinked) means i'll be upset as well, love it cuz i know we pick only our loves, to openly whine to.)
so many things reminds me of us, and majority makes me laugh silly(to myself in public!! thus, destroying e chances of cute/hot guys hitting on me) Hahaha..
And also, with so many irritating males ard, i will always picture how we will make their day by practicing good karma.

AHHhh.. i miss you la..
gimme sometime and i'll turn my bio-clock, to having lesser rest hours. hahah..like those days when we can hang out till early and i'll go work right after! old already lor. a little bit my whole body aches.
Alright my C.S Lurve!
i still love you as much as before!!!
MUAHS!!

From a Life i Heart to a Life i'm Enjoying

A letter to my Loves

Dear Loves,

I know i've been meeting all of you a lot lesser. And being tired, isn't really a good reason. However, it is definitely not an excuse, trust me!
Sollie la.. It's been great so far, coming out from the life i heart(OTOT)to being in the life i'm enjoying.
Work's eating up all my time & energy(but i have no idea, why it didnt do anything to my obesity.. cb) but i'm really happy with what i'm doing la(happy doesnt mean contented which means i will still be THE HOT job hopper(hot refers to me, not the job) THE Job HOT hopper, watever! u get wat i mean.. *hits chest points at u.

So.. don't stop loving me!!thou i know thats impossible la, but still, it makes me feel better, but then, since its impossible to stop loving me, then i shouldnt waste the space typing it out right? but.. then.. ya.. ok.. before i get hit on my head / chokehold / rolled eyes at(thou tts my move)/ scolded bitch / watever-ed at etc etc.. thats all.. and.. I STILL LOVE U ALL VEH MUCH!

The Art of Intentional Mental Destabilization

You look pathetic, why not stop pushing your authority and stressing on simple tasks? You had and will again be intentionally destabilized mentally by me anyway, thomasL.

p/s: should i thank you? or myself? GREAT JOB Polly!

THE Basic Standard